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Name: Sarah
Country: United States
State: Nebraska
Metro: Lincoln
Birthday: 10/16/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: My faith in God, family, friends, my wonderful boyfriend, working at Randall's, partying, drunken good times, sleeping, watching movies, singing, dancing the night away, NOT working out, tickle fights, quoting any Will Ferrell movie like it's my job, taking drunken pictures, taking sober pictures (rare, but it does happen), eating Mexican food, food in general...the list goes on and on.
Expertise: making a man look fantastic in a tux!
Occupation: Sales
Industry: Textiles
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  Surrah1016
MSN: s_cox8@hotmail.com
Member Since:
10/1/2004
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| Dashboard concert tonight! I’m soooo excited! I already called the MAC to make sure they’re going to be there cause after River Riot I do not want them not showing up again. I would totally cry, but the MAC confirmed that Dashboard would indeed be there. FINALLY I will see them play LIVE. It’s going to be great, pretty much the experience of a lifetime. And then tonight I get to stay in Omaha and sleep next to the person I love. What a wonderful day today will be. Too bad I have to wait all day at work with nothing to do. These past few days have been so incredibly boring. I was so relieved about 10 minutes ago one of the brokers came in and asked me to get him some numbers on a fund… I thought it would take awhile but I’m already done. Last time I told my supervisor that I had nothing to do though she made me file ALL DAY LONG. I’d rather NOT do that again, haha. I guess it’s better than doing nothing though. At least I don’t have to be to work until 1 tomorrow so I can sleeeeeeep in! I’m totally psyched for this weekend too! Halloween parties, yay!!! I bought my costume last night, I’m going to be a school girl. Totally hott, I know ;) Well, that’s it for now. I hope everyone has a day as good as mine! (doubtful though because YOU’RE not going to Dashboard!)  | | |
| Aaaand we're back together. I'm beyond happy but I beyond miss him. I'm so ready to really start things with him. I'm so in love, there's nothing like this feeling, nothing even close. I love it and I hate it at the same time. I still need to get a grip, haha. | | |
| To know what's going on would be wonderful. To be happy would be even better. I need to get a grip. | | |
| I just want him to miss me. | | |
| I don't usually do this but I think I said exactly what I was feeling on my first try. Here's a blog I wrote on my MySpace earlier today... This is the last thing I'm going to say about this for awhile.... They say you don't know what you've got till it's gone. I knew what I had though, I knew what I'd be losing if things didn't work out. That's why it was so hard for me to back off. I think my biggest worry was, and still is (probably even more so now), is that as the days go by, and we're not together, he'll be more and more okay without me. Eventually he'll wonder, what was I keeping her around for anyway? That's why I want to keep myself in contact with him, keep myself fresh in his mind so he can't start imagining his life without me in it. I'm afraid that I'll be easy for him to forget, I won't be worth the chase. I wish I could back off knowing that he'd try to get me back, but I have no idea what's going to happen, no idea what's really going on inside that head of his. I just know my life won't be complete without him, and I can't have that. | | |
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